Gust Gils

de pijnfuif

vrienden
ik heb
de pijn
maar op
de kachel gezet
om ze warm
te houden

als iemand pijn wil
ze is
lekker vers
neem gerust

en neem
wat meer
er is pijn

genoeg voor iedereen


Jorge Luis Borges (1899 - 1986)

Mijn boeken (die niet weten dat ik besta)
zijn mij even vertrouwd als dit gezicht
met grijze slapen en met grijze ogen
dat ik vergeefs zoek in het spiegelglas
en dat ik aftast met mijn holle hand.
Niet zonder een zekere logische wrevel
bedenk ik dat mijn wezenlijke woorden
staan op de pagina’s die niet weten wie ik ben,
niet op de pagina’s die ik heb geschreven.
Het is beter zo. De stemmen van de doden
vertolken mij voorgoed.


Mary Oliver

The Journey

One day you finally knew
what you had to do, and began,
though the voices around you
kept shouting
their bad advice--
though the whole house
began to tremble
and you felt the old tug
at your ankles.
"Mend my life!"
each voice cried.
But you didn't stop.
You knew what you had to do,
though the wind pried
with its stiff fingers
at the very foundations,
though their melancholy
was terrible.
It was already late
enough, and a wild night,
and the road full of fallen
branches and stones.
But little by little,
as you left their voices behind,
the stars began to burn
through the sheets of clouds,
and there was a new voice
which you slowly
recognized as your own,
that kept you company
as you strode deeper and deeper
into the world,
determined to do
the only thing you could do--
determined to save
the only life you could save.


Mary Oliver

Wild Geese


You do not have to be good.
You do not have to walk on your knees
for a hundred miles through the desert repenting.
You only have to let the soft animal of your body
love what it loves.
Tell me about despair, yours, and I will tell you mine.
Meanwhile the world goes on.
Meanwhile the sun and the clear pebbles of the rain
are moving across the landscapes,
over the prairies and the deep trees,
the mountains and the rivers.
Meanwhile the wild geese, high in the clean blue air,
are heading home again.
Whoever you are, no matter how lonely,
the world offers itself to your imagination,
calls to you like the wild geese, harsh and exciting  
over and over announcing your place
in the family of things.



Ida Gerhardt (1905 - 1997)

Smeltwater uit de bergen, raak mij aan:
de sterren kenteren en de nieuwe maan
voorzegt de lente. Winterlang verstoken
van u, smeltwater aan de sneeuw ontloken,
wacht ik u, om in bloemen op te staan.